Current Standings:
I’m currently 5”0 (i know… sad right?) and about 127 ish pounds. For the last four years I’ve stayed at or around 125-130ish. Granted, it’s not necessarily overweight… but for me, there’s always that need to suck in my gut when a guy walks by or when someone is taking a picture. There’s always that uncomfortable moment when I realize that I’ve been relaxing too much and that my stomach has probably been poking out this whole time. It’s not a terrible weight, but it’s enough to make me uncomfortable.
My goal weight (although i think paying attention to numbers is stupid) is about 115-120. That may change because muscle does weigh more than fat (and when i was in high school i was 125 and solid and i liked it), but for the moment, that’s a general number for me.
My goal weight though, won’t be satisfied by merely reaching a number. I want to make this change for myself so that i can not only be healthier (because awful health problems run in my family like no one’s business), but so that I can be more confident. I want to be proud to wear a bikini and not feel the need to toss on a t-shirt anytime i’m out of the water (although wether that’s just low self esteem or bad body image is anyone’s guess lol). I want to be able to wear cut off tanks and be proud of my muscle-y arms. :]
I want to have the energy to do productive things everyday.
I want to be healthy and confident.
This is my goal product:
Here’s to at least trying right? :]
